The gospel reading for today's liturgy (daily readings) is a good text for me to begin sharing some of my own insight into the humanity of Jesus, using some of the graces that the Spirit granted during my time on the mountain.
As Jesus moved into his ministry, surely there had to be an awareness building in his mind and heart: I may be the one sent ... as mentioned in the words of the prophets. Being like us in everything but sin, this particular miracle Jesus performed, healing the deaf and mute man, must has been a cause of some anxiety. How surmise that? Why would he have taken the man out of the sight of the crowd that brought him to Jesus for healing? Despite the apprehension that might have been a part of his heart, Jesus was moved by tenderness and genuine care for the man. As faith healers today, Jesus touched the man and said 'Be healed.' Why would order the crowd not to tell anyone? Jesus was aware that reports were being brought to the authorities about his healings and his growing popularity among the people. Likewise Jesus, the Jew that he was, had heard the words of the prophets. He must have wondered about what would be happening to himself if he continued to be a threat. Isn't this a sign to us of his sacrifice for us? Imagine living each day with that kind of fear or anxiety. To say that he did not have those feelings is akin to saying that his life on earth really wasn't as great a sacrifice because he "knew" the rest of the story! I think this is a part of the gift Jesus gave us ... we overlook the reality of what it was for him to be a man like us in everything but sin! Why would he have reiterated his wish not to spread the news? This must have been frustrating. He must have sensed being between a rock and a hard place: he wanted to continue preaching and healing but at the same time had to warn the people not to tell. What meaning is there for us here? Two thoughts: (1) Jesus' willingness to accept the Father's love for humankind ... personal acceptance of a mission that was packed with challenges ... accepting a calling that would probably cause great pain ... not just in the pain expressed in the garden before he was brought to trial; (2) the sensitivity of Jesus to one in need. Words from the responsorial psalm fit here well ..."For this shall every faithful man pray to you in time of stress. Though deep waters overflow, they shall not reach him." When you get to know Jesus through these kind of thoughts, does it not bring you to a deeper admiration, a stronger desire to follow and gratitude to the Father for so much love for us? Let us pray: Glory be to the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit .....
